Loneliness shot a hole through my heart
I fell on the ground
Tears like blood poured out
From the hole of a bottomless well
That used to be my heart
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- no more letting go
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- The visit
- I said my good-byes
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- the blind
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- The land of the F – from Freedom to Fear (personal observation)
- In my ruins
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- Inside-out
- A few weeks later
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