No time for living but functioning
Quick reactions to apparent impulses
Hurt to hurt, ashes to ashes
All make sacrifices for one another
This time they care for one another so deeply that the connection becomes a heavy chain
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Fear runs the trapped soul into careless actions
In her pain and anguish the scattered moments and word splash and hit back like a boomerang.
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- Love Is a Fire, Vol.2
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- My reflection
- Assignment No.I – Chapter 5
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- Diary of MS, Vol.2
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- Plan of God vs Plan of man!
- The Maze
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- Why don’t you lift me out?
- Assignment No.I – Chapter 1
- Assignment No.I introduction
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- Diary of MS, Vol.1
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- It just somehow feels right …
- Frozen
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- Some thoughts on resisting Life
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- That is where I am at …
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- And So Will I Wonder…?
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- Have you noticed?
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- to be continued …
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- no more letting go
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- The visit
- I said my good-byes
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- the blind
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- The land of the F – from Freedom to Fear (personal observation)
- In my ruins
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- Inside-out
- A few weeks later
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