God often talks to me. I used to ignore Him because I did not understand what He said. He was persistent. He never gave up trying to find the way to share with me. So, eventually, I bowed at His wish and started to listen. Then I learnt what a special experience it is when He talks. He is kind and clear in His sharing. He guides with His words and shows the way forward. i feel very grateful for His friendship. I decided to share some of His words.
During a meditation session, God revealed to me that He want me to see and love His Creation. He is proud of it. He explained that the next step on my journey is to start journeying within. This may result in me journeying less on the outside.
Upon my asking God to become my partner, he revealed to me that I have so far had a distorted view, like the one expressed in Corinthians 13:12. “For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in parts; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.” I misunderstood what I saw because I was looking through forged lenses.
I heard that I was not a reject. I am unique and original. I am only redirected not rejected. That I should not feel inadequate because I cannot fit in. I need to learn to be OK with my way of experiencing things, even when they do not seem to be the same as the experiences of others. Neither do I need to convince others to see things my way.
I was told that God is my partner. I am to share with him, nobody else matters. Everything I do is for Him, He is my main audience. He wants me to see His Creations and He is excited in my sharing my Creations with him.
The most important element in our relationship is our partnership. We are walking hand in had like best friends.
I thought I was a mistake because I could not become a devotee, but I learnt that I am great because I am a fantastic friend.