swearing and kicking he demands, the boy, what he (thinks he) wants
the world so far has offered him little of his desires but mostly needles to fear
his world is insecure, scary and uncontrollable so he grabs each and every opportunity to control it and forces others to be his servant in gaining it
tired many of his wants and needs, still the best way to have him is offering attention and a patient look saying: ‘I am here, you are safe even if you don’t get what you think you need’
his little body is made suffer many little syringes daily without a word of complaint; it is a routine now how he takes what his body requests
occasionally he scream for something he cannot have and after having it, syringes come again hunting
the world revolves around his little needles
he bares and screams
until he can start moving beyond his fear and pain