I don’t even notice when you call me stupid or raise your voice to a pitch that is not audible for human beings. I am simply not aware that you make yourself and your need much more important than any of mine. I pretend I don’t care that you are but impatient with me because your time is precious while my is only there to be abused.

And allow all this only because I think that it is entirely my fault. I believe that you would not be constantly angry and impatient with me if I were better, faster, cleverer… whatever.

Thus nothing is good enough for you. I keep on forgetting that. And never will be. No matter how hard I try there will always be something that I don’t do right or as it is expected.

I don’t want to try any more. I have so nothing to prove to you. I withdraw the permission I gave you to abuse me. Step back, it is my time now …